horomania

Do you ever had that moment when you really do not wish to wake up because of a dream that you had? Well, I had that today. This was the second time in my life actually, and coincidentally dreaming about this imaginary guy that I really liked. That feeling of liking the guy was rather overwhelming, and I don't think I've ever felt that way for anybody.

During training today, PQ also asked me if I still miss SL and whether I still had feelings for him. I told her that I probably don't anymore. I'm still not sure if what I said was right. I also did tell her about the dream that I had, that I never felt the same for SL as compared to the guy in my dream and that was why I couldn't give her an answer.

Maybe I should really give up on SL, and hopefully when the right time comes, like someone as much as they do like me. Hopefully. :)

It's been a really long time since I last blogged anywhere. Well, tumblr didn't seem to be a suitable place for my thoughts and I really couldn't remember my blogspot password, so here I am.

These days I've been lacking the motivation to do anything. Archery, studying, people and even gaming. I'm now beginning to wonder what's wrong with me. Come on, since when do I need a break from archery? It has always been an outlet for me, and now I couldn't even be bothered to set up my bow.

I've also tried talking to my bestie, but she laughed and told me that there isn't anything to be sad about for me. I do agree that my life has been going pretty smoothly, maybe it's just this weird period of time when I just stopped feeling happy about anything, I guess.

I really don't know what to do... Hopefully, I will get everything figured out before my whole life becomes a mess.